July 12, 2014 - 11:46 BST hellomagazine.com Khloé Kardashian told sister Kourtney Kardashian that throughout her marriage to Lamar Odom she had to lie to cover up his infidelity Khloé Kardashian has opened up about having to lie for her estranged husband Lamar Odom. During an episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians, Khloé admitted that throughout her marriage she had to cover up for her husband of four years when he was being unfaithful. "The way I was living is not a way to live," Khloé told her elder sister Kourtney. "I kept in hiding every time there was something going on I would have to lie or conceal or cover up and I'm so over it." Khloé admitted lying to cover for her husband Lamar Odom Khloé, 30, also spoke about one particularly painful birthday where she had to pretend she was with Lamar when she was actually spending the special day alone. "Let me tell you something," she said. "Last year on my birthday I lied to everyone because I had to lie and say I was with my husband when in fact my husband was missing with another girl. "I lied and I gave up my Beyoncé tickets to Kendall," she added. "That's how badly I was hiding, and I didn't have a birthday I was alone and lied to everyone." Khloé told her sister Kourtney she consistently had to "lie or conceal or cover up" Following Lamar's infidelity, suspected substance abuse and arrest for driving under the influence of alcohol, Khloé filed for divorce in December 2013 and is currently negotiating a settlement with the professional basketball player. Fans of the statuesque brunette have been happy to see her return to dating and Khloé is now with rapper French Montana. The duo made their red carpet debut on 4 July for Khloé's belated birthday party and onlookers inside the venue noted that they were virtually inseparable from each other.